advice is sometimes like that new woman that a man chases-its sought after, but once a person gets it, they ignore it
thats just life-
if its one thing that i know u cant CONTROL in this world is the Actions, Feelings & Opinions of other people.
of course u can attempt 2 influence a muthafucka, thats easy-but actually control? NO
now personally, i dont dislike people, but its not very often i put alotta stock in folks.
if u come thru and do what u said u were gonna do-
then hell yeah, "u my nigga! or my girl!"
u dont?- well fuck it,
pick it up & move on.
depending on other muthafuckas 2 make or break your day & or lifestyle aint my thang
its good 2 have that person or people that enhance the fuck out of it, but make or break?
u settin' yourself of 4 failure outside of blood- and by blood, i damn near only mean kids.
nobody should mean THAT much 2 u 2 where u cant function without them.
& this aint one of them "fuck love" joints, far from it.
just one of them- "dont put all ya eggs in one basket" joints.
humans are predictable at times, but totally un-fuckin predictable at others.
nothing wrong wit love & trust, but if or when that person u love and trust slips and disappoints u
it cant be a situation that is crippling. u cant let it cripple u, whether it be fianancially or emotionally.
nothing wrong with givin' your all- i wouldnt want a girl i considered mine 2 be on some half-ass shit,
but when what u thought was perfect doesnt exactly pan out the way u dreamt it, hopefully u are in a position 2 be able 2 keep it movin.
"along the road 2 recovery i see 2many emotional wrecks sittin on the side of what they thought was the road 2 happiness"
searchin 4 happiness inside another person is a bad muthafucka when u find it
but when that shit turns uglythat shit gets UGLY
im not a loner, cuz i keep me some companionship
but at the same time when the times comes that a nigga is by hisselfim good that way as well
now im a lady lovin' ass muthafucka, so i damn sure love it more WITH than without.
but when im on bold and it aint a muthafucka in sight wantin 2 deal wit a nigga
its no big deal either.
u wont catch me mopin' & all that bullshit. my happiness aint dependent on nobody but me- its hard 2 surprise me nowadays
im the only person that can disappoint me. & even during those times that i dont accomplish what i had intended on doing i aint dwellin' on it- dust yourself off and move on.everything thats right or wrong in my life- IS MY FAULT
whether other people were involved or not- whatever goes down, i most likely had a choice in the matter somewhere along the line
a nigga shiftin' blame dont solve shit, if u are a blame shifter, u most likely will keep finding yourself in fucked up situations til' u look in the mirror 1 day and own up 2 some of the bullshit choices u keep makin and try and figure out what u can do 2 change your ways, cuz something obviously is wrong when u decide shit on your own.
one thing i realize more & more everyday is how un-ready i am 4 a 1-on-1 relationshipwith a woman.
when u are in a relationship u have 2 ALWAYS be there 4 that person
i like 2 take my breaks from people 2 much
& it aint NOTHING personal at all. people take it that way- but thats truely just the way i am
whether its the person i love the most or even just one of my closest niggaz
sometimes i just take my breaks, breaks last as long as they last.
its better i take a break, than 2 sit up in ya face and we fall out cuz u really aint gonna like what my simmerin "tired of being around yo ass" feelin ass got 2 say
thats just the way i am.
i still wanna come & go as i please & i am GONNA come & go as i please without ANY fuckin questions that i HAVE 2 answer.
ill go days without wanting 2 see u as well, that dont mean i dont love yo ass.that just means i was chillin'
a nigga may have just felt like doin his own thang4 these coupla days.
my mindframe right now aint structured 2 fit inside the confines of a relationship. nothing wrong with relationships whatsoever i just know me.
& i dont have the mindframe 4 it- at least not 2 day anyway
HOLLA AT ME....
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So, you're right. Damnit. :P
Good thing you know you...that's all that matters right? Now you gonna find someone to deal with all of what YOU entails or you won't. Somehow I suspect you will be fine either way!
We agree on one thing: Nobody should depend on another so much that they cannot function if thing go sour.
But I will continue to trust those who show me they can be trusted and I will seek the help of those who have proven that they are dependable.
I fully trust people to do them
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